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Déjà vu
Carly was pacing back and forth
in front of her locker, waiting for Mia to arrive at school. It wasn’t
like Mia to be late, so Carly was concerned. “Where were you last
night?” She demanded when Mia finally arrived at their locker after
second period. Carly had been deprived of her 45 minute phone call the
previous evening and Mia better have a good excuse because Carly and
Mia talked on the phone every night without fail.
“Sorry,” Mia said with a frown, “I um, well, it’s a long story,” Mia finally said.
“Tell me what’s going on,” Carly demanded, “I’m your best friend, or did you forget that.”
Mia
sighed, “It’s a long story. I went home yesterday and my grandma was in
the attic looking at pictures of my mom,” Mia explained. “I was upset
when I saw she had kept these pictures from me for all these years and
even more upset because I know Popoff won’t allow me to see my mom now
that’s she’s back, so I ran off.”
Carly gasped, “Really?”
Mia nodded, “It was a dumb thing to do because I got in trouble and now I’m grounded.”
“Grounded
for how long? Does this mean you can’t go to the dance next Friday?”
Carly worried, “Shit!” It took awhile for Carly to realize that Mia’s
running away was not at all typical.
Mia was surprised to hear
Carly swear, “Careful Carly you might get a demerit for swearing,” She
warned, but she could understand her friend’s feelings of frustration,
“I know we had plans to go to the dance together, I’m sorry.”
“The
students from Cedar Springs are going to be there,” Carly said, “Oh my
God, have you seen their star football quarterback? His name is Riley
Bills and he’s very good looking. His dad is the coach. ”
Mia
wanted to go to the dance with all her heart, but she knew it was out
of the question. “I was just glad I didn’t get a whipping, I’d so much
rather be grounded,” Mia mumbled, almost under her breath in an attempt
to change the subject.
“Oh for sure,” Carly said with big
eyes, “Your grandpa is so old school,” then she paused, “but if he had
whipped you instead of grounding you then maybe you could have still
gone to the dance,” she said slowly, not fully understanding how
painful and humiliating a whipping could be.
“It’s not worth it,” Mia assured her.
“I
guess I’ll just have to stare at Riley Bills on my own,” Carly said
with resignation, even though they had other friends who would be
going.
It hurt that Mia would be missing the dance, she had
really been looking forward to it, but what was most on her mind wasn’t
the dance, it was her mother. The images from the photos kept flashing
through her mind and she became angrier with each passing moment that
her grandpa wouldn’t allow her even one picture. It didn’t seem fair.
She knew if she asked him again to give her a photo she risked getting
a whipping for sure and that was a risk she wasn’t willing to take.
***
Frank
looked forward to Thursday afternoons and Saturday mornings more than
any other day of the week because that was when he coached his son
Colton’s soccer team. This afternoon they would be going to the
neighboring town of Cedar Springs to play soccer and Frank was excited
about the game.
Amanda, Frank’s ex-wife, pulled up in her car. “Hey dad,” Colton called as he jumped out of the car to greet his dad, Frank.
“Hey dude,” Frank said with enthusiasm, “Ready to go kick some balls?”
Colton grinned, “Yep!”
Frank
glanced over at his ex-wife Amanda as she got out of the car, “Don’t
bring him home late,” She called to Frank and then she looked down at
her son with a smile, “Have fun Colt.”
“I will mom,” Colton
smiled and ran back to kiss his mother goodbye and throw his arms
around her neck one last time before she left. She often attended his
soccer games, but she wasn’t able to be there this afternoon.
Frank
realized a long time ago that he had made a terrible mistake by losing
Amanda. Every time Frank saw her, he still wanted to take her in his
arms and kiss her from head to toe. But he didn’t have that luxury
anymore and it hurt to think about it. “We won’t be late, I promise,”
He said, grinning at her.
Amanda looked doubtfully at Frank and flipped her blonde hair before climbing back inside her car.
“Let’s
get going,” Frank said to Colton after Amanda was gone. He helped
Colton get in the truck, “We need to go pick up Popoff,” Frank said as
he drove across town to the Hardware Store to where Martin waited.
Martin
never missed any of his grandson’s games if he could help it. Claudia
also went to the games whenever she could, but with Mia being upset
about Angel’s return, Claudia elected to stay home this time and keep
an eye on Mia.
“Hi Popoff,” Colton smiled when Martin got in
the truck and sat down beside him. Colton raised his hand to give
Martin a high five and then he hugged his grandpa. He looked forward to
seeing his grandpa whenever he got the chance, which wasn’t often.
“How’s the champion soccer player,” Martin smiled, roughing up Colton’s hair.
“We’re
going to go kick some balls,” Colton grinned enthusiastically and
Martin couldn’t help but laugh at his words and the double meaning.
Martin reasoned his son Frank had taught him that expression.
Another
of Martin’s grandsons was also on the team. Martin’s oldest daughter
Aurora, or Rori as they called her, had a son Colton’s age named Trevor
and Frank coached them both.
Frank’s older sister, Aurora had
married Doug Austin when she was twenty-five years old. They had two
son’s named Trevor and Tyler. Trevor was Colton’s age, nearly
eight-years-old, and her other son Tyler was only five-years-old.
Aurora
was proud of her family and she kept herself busy from morning until
evening taking care of her two boys and her husband Doug. She was
active in everything her boys were involved in at the private school St. Christopher’s,
and in the community. She had a lot of good friends and was the epitome
of a suburban housewife. Her husband Doug was a successful computer
programmer who commuted by train to the city nearly every day. It took
him ninety minutes in each direction.
Rori had heard the rumors of her younger sister Angel’s return. By now the rumor was that Angel had pranced around Red’s Barn completely naked on Saturday night and set up shop in the back room as a prostitute. It was disgraceful.
Rori
was more than a little disturbed to think of her younger sister Angel
coming back to town after all these years because Angel’s return
brought a certain stigma with it that Rori didn’t want to remember.
Rori had been in her second year of college when Angel had become
pregnant, and even though the scandal should not have affected Rori at
all, she felt slighted by the people in town because of her sister’s
promiscuous behavior and the scandal of Angel having premarital sex and
a baby out of wedlock.
After Frank pulled his truck into the
dirt parking lot next to the soccer field, Colton quickly jumped out of
the truck and ran to greet his two cousins Trevor and Tyler.
Frank
always had a lot on his mind at these games, even though he was just
coaching seven year olds, he worried a lot about his son’s performance
and making sure all the parents of the other kids were happy.
Rori walked over to greet them, “Hello Frank, Hi Pop,” She smiled at then hugged Martin.
Martin
rubbed his daughter Rori’s back with affection as he hugged her, “How
are you Rori?” and then he looked down at Trevor and Tyler and
playfully punched them each on the arm. Trevor and Tyler smiled and
greeted their grandpa, “Hi Popoff,” they said and Tyler jumped up to
hug Martin and nearly knocking him off his feet.
Frank didn’t
stay long to socialize with Rori and Martin. He herded the boys to the
soccer field, anxious to get ready for the game.
Although Rori
was curious about the gossip she had heard about Angel, she knew she
couldn’t ask her father about it. The subject of her sister was off
limits with Martin and Rori had been taught to respect her father’s
wishes. She knew she would have to wait until she could get her brother
Frank alone before she could ask what he knew about Angel’s return.
Frank was happy when he discovered his friend and old coach Wiley Bills was coaching the opposing soccer team.
“Hey
Frankie,” Coach Bills called out enthusiastically when he saw Frank,
and he briskly walked over to Frank and patted him on the back and
shook his hand, “It’s great to see you again.”
“You have a seven year old?” Frank asked.
“Yeah,
he’s my youngest son,” Coach Bills grinned proudly, “Did you hear about
my oldest son Riley? He’s the quarterback of the high school football
team here in Cedar Springs.”
Frank had heard about Coach Bills’
son Riley, almost everyone had. Coach Bills had been Frank’s coach when
he had been the starring quarterback in high school at St. Christopher’s.
Coach Bills had coached Frank right up until the time Frank became
injured and was unable to go on and play college ball after that. Coach
Bills had shared in Frank’s disappointment and although some people
speculated that Coach Bills had played Frank a little too often and
worked him way too hard and that's what had lead to Frank's serious
injuries, Frank had never felt that way.
After high school,
Coach Bills became Frank’s friend and mentor, even during the rough
years when Frank turned to drinking and drugs, Coach Bills had been
there for him. Frank had always felt it was a shame that Coach Bills
transferred from St. Christopher’s Catholic School to coach at the high school in the neighboring town of Cedar Springs.
“I’ve definitely heard about your son Riley,” Frank said with admiration, “I hear he’s a great player.”
“You
should see him Frank,” Coach Bills bragged, “He has so much natural
ability it scares me, he’s almost as good a player as you were,” Coach
Bills smiled.
“Let’s hope he’s better,” Frank laughed, but he
was flattered by Coach Bills’ words. “We need to get together and talk
about old times,” Frank mused.
“Yes we do,” Coach Bills smiled
and then he became distracted as a woman walked by in a tight sweater
and short skirt, “Look at the bod on her,” he moaned appreciatively.
Frank’s
head snapped around to look at the woman, but in truth no woman other
than his ex-wife Amanda interested him. “She’s nice,” Frank agreed and
raised his eyebrows for emphasis. He noted that Coach Bills never
seemed to stop checking out women no matter how young or old. Some
things never changed.
As Martin sat watching his grandson’s
play soccer, he looked over at his daughter Rori and thought of how
different she was from Angel. Rori had always been driven to succeed,
and he was amazed that she hadn’t become a high powered attorney,
single and living in the city, rather than a suburban housewife, but he
reasoned she was happy and that’s all that mattered.
The game
ended in less than an hour and Trevor and Colton were celebrating their
victory by jumping up and down and shouting “we won, we won.”
Martin smiled at the boys, “How about I treat everyone to pizza at Antonio’s tonight? We’ll call grandma and Mia and see if they can join us.”
“Yes!” Colton and Trevor screamed enthusiastically.
“I’ll call Doug and see if he can meet us there,” Rori suggested since she didn’t want her husband left out.
Rori
managed to get Frank alone for a brief moment as they walked towards
the waiting vehicles. She wasted very little time asking her burning
question, “Do you know anything about Angel coming back?” Her whisper
wasn’t soft enough because Coach Wiley Bills who was standing near them
heard her words and suddenly got chills up and down his spine.
“Angel’s definitely back,” Frank explained wearily, attempting to make sure Martin couldn’t hear him.
“You’re kidding,” Rori said in disbelief, “Are the rumors true?”
“I don’t know what you’ve heard,” Frank said.
Wiley
Bills trailed behind them as they walked towards the cars, pretending
he wasn’t listening when in fact he was hanging on every word.
“Tell me what you know Frank,” Rori persisted.
But
by then they had caught up to Martin and the boys and they could no
longer talk about it, “I’ll tell you later,” Frank assured her, “Not
right now.” Frank smiled at the three boys, “Who wants pizza?” he asked
enthusiastically.
“I do, I do,” The boys called.
Coach
Wiley Bills stood next to his car as if he had just seen a ghost.
“C’mon Wiley,” His wife said impatiently, “We don’t have all night.”
Wiley
thought he was going to be sick. To his knowledge, no one knew he had
raped Angel and he was glad. He was worried about her return however
because even after all these years if the truth got out it would ruin
him. He wasn’t sure what he was going to do about this situation, but
he knew he couldn't allow his reputation to be tarnished by a no good
two-bit slut.
***
The entire family went out for pizza at Antonio’s Fine Italian Restaurant, the entire family except Angel. The restaurant had to push several tables together to accommodate them.
Martin
ordered two pitchers of beer and two pitchers of coke along with enough
pizza to feed an army. Mia who was usually the most enthusiastic of the
bunch hung back quietly and sat at the far end of the table with a
frown on her face. She was beginning to realize what it meant to have a
mother who was an outcast.
Rori looked over at her niece and
instinctively knew Mia’s sullen mood was probably due to Angel’s
return. She made certain Martin was distracted with something else
before leaning over to whisper to Claudia, “I hear Angel is back,” she
said softly, hoping her father didn’t overhear.
Claudia quietly nodded, “I saw her and she looks good.”
“You saw her?” Rori was taken aback and suddenly didn’t care if anyone heard.
Claudia
explained in hushed tones about Frank bringing Angel to the house and
Martin coming home unexpectedly and ordering her to leave.
Rori
was shocked to learn her mother had gone against Martin’s wishes by
seeing Angel. That wasn’t like Claudia, even though she knew Frank was
just the sort to instigate an attempt. Rori was in shock. By the time
dinner was over, Rori had gathered all the information she could about
Angel’s return and her old feelings of bitterness about Angel began to
return.
By now Martin was aware of the conversation about
Angel and although he didn’t approve, he also knew it was inevitable
that they talk about it, so he pretended he didn’t know.
When
Rori learned about the pictures of Angel and Mia running away, she was
shocked, “I hope Pop blistered her bottom good for running away like
that, what a nightmare.”
Claudia frowned, “She was punished Rori.”
Somehow
Rori knew her father hadn’t used his belt to punish Mia, and she was
resentful because she knew how much of a softie Martin had become when
it came to Mia. “I hope I don’t run into that slut,” Rori said angrily
in reference to Angel, “If I do, she’s going to get a piece of my mind
for all the grief she’s caused this family.”
No one knew how to respond to Rori’s words.
“Where is she now anyway?” Rori asked casually.
Mia perked up.
Frank frowned, “She’s staying with Dr. Parker at the moment.”
“What?”
Rori was shocked, “How did someone like Angel manage to hook up with
the most eligible bachelor in town in less than a week?”
All
sorts of thoughts were racing through Mia’s mind. She knew Dr. Parker
because he and her Uncle Frank had once been good friends.
“I
suppose the good doctor enjoys a sleazy prostitute as much as the next
man,” Rori said bitterly. It was well known to her that Angel had
become a prostitute because she had overheard her mother and father
talking about it a long time ago.
Martin had not wanted to
slap his daughter across the face in nearly twenty years, but for some
reason when he heard Rori refer to Angel as a prostitute, even though
it was accurate, his blood began to boil and he was a little shocked by
his own reaction.
Frank stood up in irritation, “You better take that back Rori.”
Rori shook her head, “Take back the truth? I don’t think so.”
Martin was beside himself, “Sit down Frank, we’re not going to discuss this any further, this subject is off limits.”
Frank
reluctantly lowered himself back down in his chair and glared at his
sister. People in the restaurant were looking at them.
“You’re
embarrassing me,” Martin said in irritation to his children, “Let’s
finish our dinner in peace and go home. I don’t want to hear another
word about your sister; you both know as far as I’m concerned she
doesn’t exist.”
Mia felt tears sting her eyes as she looked
down at her half eaten slice of pizza. She left it untouched. The good
thing was at least now she knew where to find her mother, even though
she wasn’t sure she had the guts to run away again.
~*~
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