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Frank drove aimlessly around
in his truck for hours before finally pulling over to the side of the
road. He sat alone in the dark cursing himself and pounding his fists
against the steering wheel of his truck in frustration. He had idolized
Coach Wiley Bills from the very first moment he had met him, until now.
Tears of anger stung Frank’s eyes. Coach Bills had violated and raped
his sister and he knew it. It was the only explanation that made any
sense, even though all these years everyone had blamed James Hillam for
Angel’s pregnancy, James was innocent.
Frank tightened his jaw
as he thought about how he had defended Coach Bills over the years.
Everyone felt Coach Bills had pushed Frank a bit too hard when he was
playing high school football and preparing himself for a career as a
professional football player. Frank had become seriously injured near
the end of his senior year, yet the coach allowed him to keep playing
when he should have encouraged him otherwise. As a result, Frank’s
injured himself worse and after his second set of injuries he could
never play football again. Coach Bills had been relentless about
winning and he would have rather risked Frank’s health, than lose, but
Frank had always overlooked that, blaming no one but himself. Football
had been Frank’s reason for living and when his dreams of playing
professional football had died he had turned to alcohol and drugs and
eventually lost the woman he loved.
Frank
remembered his sister Angel as a teenager in her brand new cheer leader
uniform. She had been full of enthusiasm and spunk back then, not like
she was now. Now she was nervous, beaten down, and empty. She was a
shell of her former self. Her youthful confidence was gone. A knot
began to form in the pit of Frank’s stomach as his rage began to build.
He was disappointed in himself for not figuring things out sooner and
he felt he had failed his sister.
He grit his teeth when he
remembered his recent lunch with Coach Bills and how he had been stupid
enough to tell him about Angel’s recent past as a whore. He couldn’t
help but wonder if Coach Bills had a sick perversion in which he
delighted knowing how much he had destroyed Angel's life. Coach Bills
had not only destroyed Angel’s life, but all of their lives.
Frank couldn’t stand it any longer. He started up the engine of his truck and drove to Red's Barn.
Once inside he made his way quickly over to the bar and sat down.
Images of Riley and Mia flickered through his mind. How could he be so
stupid? Why couldn’t he have seen this coming? He wanted to puke.
“Pour me a double shot of whiskey Red,” Frank said throwing his money down on the bar, “Makers Mark please.”
“Frank,”
Red said hesitantly, “Are you sure?” Red knew Frank was a recovered
alcoholic and he had great admiration for Frank and didn’t want to see
Frank destroy himself again like he had a few years ago.
“Isn’t my money any good?” Frank frowned.
Red poured Frank a double shot of Makers Mark,
and Frank grabbed it up and gulped the entire shot down in one swallow.
“Another one just like that,” Frank said breathing a heavy sigh as he
slammed down his empty shot on the bar.
Red poured another double shot of whiskey for Frank. It was a damn shame.
***
Claudia
realized when Frank didn't show up after awhile that he wasn't coming
back anytime soon and she telephoned Frank’s ex-wife Amanda and asked
if she could come over and pick up Colton. Amanda had been divorced
from Frank for awhile now, but she still missed being at the Pirelli
house for Sunday dinner and it had been ages since she had attended
Mass.
When Amanda knocked on the front door, it was Claudia
who answered. Colton saw her as soon as the door opened and immediately
rushed to greet her, “Mom!” he squealed as he happily threw his arms
around her neck.
“Sorry Frank isn’t around to bring him
home,” Claudia apologized and then she hugged Amanda, “It’s so good to
see you again, thanks for coming all the way over.”
“I don’t
mind at all,” Amanda smiled as she hugged Claudia, “It’s been way too
long Ma,” Amanda had never stopped calling Claudia “Ma” or Martin “Pop”
even though she and Frank were divorced. As she hugged Claudia she
could tell something was bothering her. “Is there something wrong?” She
asked.
Claudia shook her head, “No, nothing to worry about,” she attempted to brush it off.
“Mandy!” Rori called from inside the house, “Come in here!” and she rushed to greet her former sister-in-law with open arms.
Amanda
and Rori had always been close. They embraced and that’s when Amanda
spotted Angel sitting at the table next to Dr. Parker. “Oh my God!”
Angel
immediately recognized Amanda from high school. Amanda had been in the
grade between Frank and Angel, and had also been a cheer leader at St. Christopher's
Angel nodded and despite her somber mood she stood up to greet Amanda with a hug, “It's good to see you again Mandy.”
Amanda
was thrilled to see Angel, especially inside the Pirelli house because
she knew Angel had been disowned. She was beside herself, “I'm so happy
you are OK,” and she gave Angel a squeeze.
Angel had not
enjoyed this type of reception from anyone since she arrived in town
and it was very refreshing. Her eyes fill with tears, “My brother
definitely has good taste in women,” Angel sniffed. She and Amanda had
always gotten along in school and it was nice that Amanda wasn't
condemning her like everyone else had.
“Frank was so unhappy when you left,” Amanda said warmly, “I bet he is beside himself with joy now that you are back.”
“Yeah,” Angel said vaguely, “Except I don't think he's too happy tonight,” she said almost under her breath.
Amanda crinkled up her forehead, “What do you mean? Why not? What's going on?”
Angel shrugged, unsure of what to say.
“We're
just a little worried about him,” Rori intervened, “You know how he
gets. He rushed out of here awhile ago in a huff and we haven't heard
from him since.”
Amanda knew Frank could be hot tempered, but
she also knew he hadn’t been very impulsive since he stopped drinking.
“Why would he do that?”
Rori locked eyes with Amanda and
glanced over at Mia, “I’ll tell you later,” she said softly, signaling
to Amanda that she couldn't talk about it with Mia there. Amanda took
the hint. “Well, that's Frank for you,” Amanda said with a smile, “He
can be quite the character sometimes,” and she wished that her heart
didn't ache so much every time she thought of him or saw him. She
looked down at her son and ruffled his hair, “Go get your stuff Colt,
we need to get going.”
Colton wiped the cake off his mouth with his arm and rushed to gather his belongings.
Rori
leaned over and whispered to Amanda, “I'll call you later and explain.”
Amanda nodded and despite her best efforts tried not to look at Jordan
Parker, but it was impossible, so finally she acknowledged him. “Hi
Doc.”
Jordan swallowed, “Hi Mandy,” he smiled warmly. It was
awkward between them because Frank had caught Jordan and Amanda
together in a motel room and had been livid with Jordan ever since.
Even though Frank and Amanda were divorced at the time, it had still
ruined his and Frank’s friendship.
Amanda then acknowledged
Martin, Doug, Mia, and Rori’s two boys as she waited for Colton to
gather his possessions. Claudia offered her some cake, which she
refused. “See you all later,” Amanda called as she led Colton out the
door.
Jordan realized he hadn't witnessed this much chaos in
ages. He had been quiet and withdrawn all evening, attempting to absorb
everything that was going on and thinking about the startling truth
Rori had unearthed about Coach Bills. Angel clung to him and he held
her close in an attempt to offer support and comfort.
They
had all just finished eating their chocolate cake when Amanda arrived.
The adults were pretending everything was normal for the sake of the
children, even though it was becoming increasingly difficult. Angel had
smoked cigarette after cigarette and part of her wanted to run away
from all the drama, but she managed to stay put with the help of
Jordan.
“Go upstairs now Mia,” Martin said when Amanda was gone.
Mia turned and glared at her grandpa defiantly, “No!”
“What did you say?” Martin asked sternly.
Angel
got a sick feeling in the pit of her stomach. She quickly stood up and
rushed over to her daughter, taking her in her arms, “It's OK Mia,” she
assured her in a quiet voice. When Mia hugged her mother she could
smell the odor of her mother’s cigarettes and perfume blended together.
It was a scent she had never smelled before, and there was something
about it that smelled good to her. Her eyes welled up with tears, “I
don’t want to go upstairs,” Mia protested.
“Shh,” Angel said
quietly and she pressed Mia’s head to her chest with affection, “Some
things happened tonight before you came home from bowling and we just
need time to talk about them as adults. I promise you'll find out all
about them when the time is right.”
Mia clung to her mother for support as the tears continued falling from her eyes. “I want to know, now.”
Angel
held her close, “I know you do sweetie,” Angel swallowed, “You can’t
know yet, but I love you Mia and it's going to be OK.”
Martin
sighed as he watched the two of them together. All of this emotion was
taking a toll on him and he was growing weary and impatient.
Rori
took the opportunity while Angel and Mia were hugging to send Doug and
her two sons home for the evening, “I'll be home soon and explain
everything,” she whispered to Doug, who was still ignorant because he
had been attempting to entertain the children all afternoon and
evening. He looked at his wife and sighed. “OK Ror,” and he gave her a
peck on the cheek.
“You don't have to stay Rori,” Martin said,
but he was happy she was there since she was the only one who could
seem to function.
“I'll get a ride home with Jordan and
Angel,” Rori assured her husband and she looked over at Jordan for
confirmation who quickly nodded in agreement.
Doug gathered
up the boys and left the house, looking back over his shoulder at Angel
and Mia as he left. He couldn’t help thinking that seeing them together
like that was a sight for sore eyes.
“OK Mia, upstairs,” Martin said in a stern voice.
“No,” Mia said again, tightening her grip on Angel.
Angel
worried what her father would do if Mia kept defying him. She pried Mia
away from her and cupped her daughter's face in her hands, looking into
her eyes and pressing her forehead against Mia's, “Tell you what Mia,”
Angel said softly, “Tomorrow night I'll come over, if it’s OK with
Popoff, and I’ll take you out to dinner and we can talk then, OK?”
Angel looked at Martin for permission.
Martin nodded, “You heard her Mia, now upstairs.”
“This
isn't fair Popoff,” Mia protested, but she knew it was useless. She
broke away from her mother and stormed up the stairs. She knew she
would be threatened with the belt again if she continued to delay and
it made her angry.
Martin raised his eyebrows as he listened
to her stomp up the stairs, “I got news for her, life isn't fair,” he
frowned. He looked over at his wife Claudia, “Will you go upstairs and
make sure she doesn't eavesdrop?”
Claudia was concerned about Mia and welcomed the opportunity to go upstairs and be with her.
Martin
looked at Rori, Angel, and Jordan, since the four of them were the only
ones left sitting around the old dining room table. “How will you ever
find a way to tell her about Coach Bills?” Rori asked.
“I don't know,” Martin sighed turning toward Angel, “Angelica,”
Angel shrank back and Jordan squeezed her hand.
“Is Bills really Mia’s father?” Martin looked at Angel as if he could see right through her.
Angel began to shake and tremble, “Yes Papa,” she managed.
“Is there any doubt?” Martin pressed.
“No Papa,” Angel said, “He...” and she broke down in tears.
Jordan held her, “It's been a very long day,” Jordan said quietly.
“I
need more time to think about all of this,” Martin said through
clenched teeth, “If the truth comes out, and Mia hears it from someone
besides us, it won't be good. That rat bastard…”
Jordan leaned
back in his chair, “I know I am an outsider here, but I feel Mia is a
great kid and she can handle knowing the truth.”
Angel was
beginning to realize the ramifications of everyone knowing her secret
and she needed another smoke. She stood up and went outside and this
time Jordan stayed behind.
“I'm glad we finally know what
happened,” Rori said, “I can't believe we didn't figure it out sooner.
It was right there in front of our faces the entire time.”
“Angel didn't want us to know,” Martin said, “And I can see why.”
“If you need someone to help tell Mia the truth, I would be happy to help,” Jordan offered.
“No,”
Martin said, “She needs to hear it from me,” and then he looked out the
window at his daughter, “Or maybe her mother,” he said absently.
“I
doubt Angel is strong enough to tell her,” Jordan observed, “Plus she
hardly knows Mia,” and he tightened his jaw as he thought of how Angel
kept breaking down every time she attempted to talk about it.
They
sat together in silence for awhile. None of them were certain what
Frank was doing and if he had already told half the town.
“No
one is going to do anything about Bills until we think this through,”
Martin finally said and then he stood and paced back and forth in
agitation, “Let's talk about it tomorrow,” he finally said and he
brushed past all of them and went in his den and closed the door.
Martin was struggling with his feelings of anger, wanting to strangle
Coach Bills on one hand and his daughter on the other for not telling
him. He felt as if he had been the one who was raped. He couldn’t
believe what his daughter had been through. He poured himself a glass
of scotch to help calm his nerves.
along with Angel. Amanda beamed, “You're back.”
***
When
Jordan and Angel arrived home after their long emotional day, she
stopped outside before going in to smoke another cigarette. Jordan
frowned as he watched her puff away on her cigarette, and then he
finally he reached over and lightly removed the cigarette from her lips
and threw it to the ground, stubbing it out with his boot. “Let’s go
inside,” He said, since it was very cold. He then proceeded to pick
Angel up and carry her inside the house where it was warm. He carried
her down the hall and placed her gently on the bed, “Are you OK?” he
asked.
She looked up at him tiredly, “I'm OK.”
Jordan
lay down on the bed next to her and kissed her tenderly, brushing away
the strands of hair that hung over her swollen red rimmed eyes. He
couldn't find the words to tell her what was in his heart and mind. He
had an unusual fondness for the people of Argus Falls and the
surrounding communities because of his role as their doctor and he was
sickened to learn what had happened to Angel at the hands of Wiley
Bills.
Angel snuggled up next to him and he held her close,
encircling her with his arms, “I'm so very sorry about what happened to
you,” he breathed quietly.
Her eyes filled with tears, “It was a long time ago.”
“It doesn't matter how long ago it was, we never get over some things,” he said affectionately, kissing the top of her head.
“I wish no one knew,” Angel said in anguish, “it only makes things worse.”
“No Angel,” Jordan said quietly, “it's good that the truth came out.”
“Mia will die when she finds out,” Angel turned and buried her head against her pillow and began to weep.
“No,”
Jordan said tenderly, stroking her back, “Mia won't die,” and he kissed
her behind her ear with affection, “It might shock her at first, but
she won’t die. She deserves to know the truth.”
Jordan had
admired Coach Bills for a number of years and he had never seen
anything in Coach Bills that would have caused him to conclude the man
was capable of raping an innocent teenager. Jordan reasoned to himself
that Coach Bills was a man, like any other man, except where most men
were able to reign in their lust, Coach Bills apparently couldn't and
didn't. Jordan wondered who else Coach Bills had victimized.
As
he held her in his arms Jordan tried to picture Angel as a fourteen
year old girl. Considering what she looked like now, he knew she was
probably quite attractive back then and he wasn't sure he could have
resisted her either, especially since he hadn’t been able to resist her
the night he saw her at the bar. But not being able to resist her as a
woman as opposed to when she was a teenager were two very different
things.
“I should never have come back,” Angel sobbed.
Jordan
grabbed shoulders and turned her around to face him, looking down at
her with affection, “Don't ever let me hear you say that again,” he
said sternly, “if you hadn't come back I would never have known you and
that would have been a tragedy.”
She knew he was not upset but his words of affection made her uneasy.
“Angel,”
Jordan said softly and he grabbed her without saying another word and
began to urgently kiss her, “I love you,” he breathed and the words
came out of his mouth before he was able to stop himself.
She looked up at him with wide eyes and attempted to wiggle away, “You hardly know me,” she protested.
Jordan
would not be discouraged. He continued to kiss her as she struggled
against him and tried to get away. Finally she gave in and stopped
struggling. “I know I barely know you,” he whispered and he felt his
groin tighten as her lips brushed against his. He looked down into her
eyes, “But somehow I feel as though I've known and loved you my entire
life.” He had finally said what had been in his heart from the first
moment he saw her.
She felt much the same about him and even
though his words made her uneasy she wished she could say it back,
“I...” and she wanted to say she loved him, but it wouldn’t come out.
He
began tugging on her dress until he had pulled it up and over her head,
and then he swiftly removed her bra, pressing her bare chest against
his, her nipples hardening as they brushed against the rough fabric of
his shirt. He kissed her for awhile and caressed her breasts and then
he slowly removed his shirt and pressed his smooth chest against hers,
enjoying the feel of her rock hard nipples. He began to work her
panties down her bare thighs and he noticed how soaked they were.
He
wanted her with all of his heart, might, mind, body and soul. He looked
down at her as she lay before him naked on the bed and he continued
kissing her as he shed his clothes.
Suddenly she stopped
kissing him and looked up into his eyes, “So doc, are you going to
punish me for telling you that I shouldn't have come back,” she
whispered hotly, “It seemed to upset you a little.”
He was
thrilled because he knew in that instant that she wanted him to spank
her. He didn’t waste any time. He quickly sat up on the edge of the bed
and tenderly pulled her naked body over his lap so he could smack her
round bottom with the flat of his hand. Her bottom was slightly sore
from earlier when he had used the leather paddle on her bottom. She
winced slightly as he increased his smacks. The spanking stung, but she
loved every minute of it. He was strong and capable and his firm spanks
reassured her that he would take care of her no matter what and that
she could rely on him. After a few minutes she wiggled in agony,
“Ouch,” she protested, “You don’t have to be so stern.”
Her
clit was swollen and hard as he spanked her, and her bottom turned
redder and rosier from each stinging smack. Finally he couldn't stand
it any longer and he stood up and pushed her up against the wall. Her
face rested against the hard plaster and her nipples tingled as they
brushed against the rough texture. He was behind her and he reached
around her and began caressing her breasts with his hands as he kissed
her neck. She felt his hands reach down to caress her punished bottom
and she moaned with pleasure.
Before she knew it he grabbed
her waist and pulled her bottom out so he could lift her slightly and
thrust himself inside her wet opening from behind. He began to move in
and out, probing deeper with each thrust. He managed to reach around
and pinch her nipples as he was thrusting, making her moan with
pleasure. She reached down with her fingers and touched her swollen
clit as he continued to move in and out of her with a steady rhythm. He
placed his hand on top of hers and felt her fingers work her swollen
clit as he fucked her. Her bottom was sore and aching from the spanking
he had just given her and she could feel the pain in her bottom with
each of his thrusts.
He smiled as he felt her shudder and
tighten around him, wiggling with pleasure. She climaxed hard and then
he pulled out of her and turned her around to face him; looking down
into her eyes as he thrust himself back inside of her, this time from
the front. With his rigid cock buried deep inside her wet opening he
lifted her up and grasped her sore bottom and upper thighs as he held
her against the wall and drove himself in and out of her with
precision. He pounded into her with fury as he pinned her against the
wall. When he reached the brink he stopped and moaned as his hot liquid
emptied inside of her and the sweat poured off the sides of his face.
She tensed around him as he climaxed and when it was over he pulled her
over to the bed and pushed her down on her back and lay on top of her,
kissing her passionately.
“Oh my God,” he breathed hotly, overcome with pleasure. “You make me feel so good,” he whispered as he resumed kissing her.
She
suddenly stopped kissing him and looked up at him through half closed
lids, “I love you too Jordan,” she breathed, and she was proud of
herself for finally being able to say it back to him.
He
squeezed her tightly in response and then his lips began moving over
her entire body as he watched her twist and moan with pleasure. When
his mouth touched her sore bottom and his hot breath and wet tongue
soothed her punished flesh, she became very aroused and reached down
again to pleasure herself, but he took her hand and brushed it away,
and then he placed his mouth over her swollen clit and flicked his
tongue across her sweet spot until she shuddered and moaned with
pleasure. He licked her hot juices as they flowed from her moist
opening.
“No one will ever hurt you again if I can help it,” he breathed.
“Don't make promises you can't keep,” she said.
“If anyone ever hurts you again, I swear to God I'll kill them,” he said and he meant it.
She shook her head, “No Jordan.”
“I
mean it,” he said, “Right now I don't know what I would do if that
bastard Bills were here, I'd probably beat him to a bloody pulp.”
“Jordan,” she protested, “Don't talk like that.”
“Don't
tell me how to talk,” he said sternly, but there was an edge of
seduction in his voice, “Or I might have to give you another session
over my knee.”
She squirmed at his words.
“I can't imagine what you went through after Bills did that to you,” He said angrily.
She looked away, “Please, let's not talk about it.”
Jordan
honored her request, but he couldn’t bring himself to let go of her and
he held her pressed against him until she managed to fall asleep. He
soon fell asleep as well, determined that he would take care of her
from here on out, no matter what.
Angel rolled over and woke
up a couple of hours later, craving a cigarette. She slowly wiggled out
of Jordan's arms and grabbed her purse on the floor, searching for a
cigarette. She intended to sneak a few puffs in the bedroom and hope
that Jordan wouldn’t find out.
But just as she had the
cigarette in her mouth and the lighter ready, Jordan opened his eyes a
crack and squinted at her, “If you light that thing in here I'll grab
that hairbrush out of the drawer and use it on your backside before you
can manage to take one puff,” he motioned toward the drawer next to his
bed.
“No fair,” Angel protested, wondering how he had managed
to wake up since she had tried to be very quiet, “But I don’t want to
go outside to smoke. It's cold out there and I'm not dressed,” she
pleaded.
“The choice is yours,” Jordan shrugged.
Angel
squirmed because her bottom was still sore from his earlier spanking.
She considered his threat of the hairbrush, “Please Jordan,” she
begged.
“If you light that thing in here you'll be sorry,” he warned.
“It's damn cold outside,” she complained.
“Then maybe you should think about quitting that nasty god forsaken habit,” he said with raised eyebrows.
“Fuck
you!” She said with anguish and then she quickly looked around and
grabbed his shirt off the ground nearby where it lay and quickly put it
on. His shirt drowned her. Then she stood up and stepped into his
cowboy boots that were near the bed. She looked ridiculous in his
oversized shirt and large clumpy cowboy boots as she shuffled out of
his room and down the hall through the kitchen and out on the back
patio. It was extremely cold outside and she shivered as she lit her
cigarette, cursing him under her breath.
He quietly got out
of bed and followed her, watching from inside the kitchen where it was
warm as she stood outside on the patio puffing her cigarette. She only
smoked enough to get the minimum satisfaction and then she tossed the
remainder of the cigarette away and quickly stepped back inside the
warm house. She was freezing. She didn't know Jordan was there in the
darkness and so she bumped into him and he grabbed her with amusement,
“You really do like your cigarettes don't you?”
His body was warm and she snuggled against him with appreciation, “I can't help it.”
“Yes
you can,” he said and lifted her chin so he could kiss her. Then he
pulled her up into his arms and set her on the kitchen table. Her feet
dangled off the edge and his big cowboy boots slipped off her bare feet
and clunked down onto the wooden floor. He pulled her into his arms as
she sat there on the table, her bare bottom pressing against the wood
of the table uncomfortably, still sore from her earlier spanking. “Now
let's talk about you waking me up,” he said with amusement and tilted
her chin up towards him.
“Jor --” she protested and his mouth covered hers before she could get the words out.
“Boy are you in trouble for waking me up, I have to go to work soon,” he grinned at her in the darkness as he kissed her.
She
threw her arms around his neck, “No Jordan,” she protested and she
swallowed when she heard him use his foot to slide out a nearby kitchen
chair, “this isn’t fair,” she complained as he pulled her off the table
and sat down on the wooden chair pulling her over his knee for another
spanking. “Ouch Jordan,” she wiggled in protest as he slapped her bare
bottom, “this isn’t fair, stop it.”
“A wise old man,” Jordan
mused, “I think it was your father as a matter of fact, earlier
tonight,” and he paused, raising his hand high in the air, “mentioned
that life isn't fair. You should listen to the elderly. They are full
of wisdom.” And then he brought his hand down hard on her bare bottom.
“Ouch,” she protested vehemently. “Stop it Jordan.”
Jordan didn’t care about her protests, and she knew she was doomed.
***
When Martin pulled up in his old truck outside Red's Barn
in the wee hours of the morning he couldn’t help but recall how this
had been his regular routine a few years back. He got out of his truck
and trudged through the side door where Red was waiting for him, “Sorry
Marty,” Red shrugged.
“Thanks for calling me,” Martin said
and he scanned the room until his eyes fell upon his son, slumped over
a table in the corner. “Jesus Fucking Christ,” Martin sighed in a tired
voice.
“Ain't that the truth,” Red said and he accompanied
Martin over to Frank's limp body and both of them stood on either side
of Frank and hoisted him to his feet. Frank was incoherent and it took
the strength of both Men to drag him outside to Martin's truck, pushing
him up inside on the front seat. Frank sat unconscious and slumped over
as they slammed the door of the truck.
“Good luck getting him home,” Red said.
“Thanks,” Martin sighed, “I'm tempted to leave his sorry ass in the truck all night long if I can't get him to wake up.”
Red shook his head, “I can't blame you, the poor sap knows better.”
Martin nodded, “Did he say much tonight about why he fell off the wagon?”
Red shrugged, “No, not really.”
Martin could tell Red knew something or at least suspected it, but Red kept everyone’s secrets.
Red looked down, “Martin, if there's anything I can do.”
“No,” Martin breathed a heavy sigh, “What can you do?”
Red had known Martin a lot of years.
Martin
climbed in his truck beside Frank and started the engine. He drove to
his house instead of Frank's apartment and when he arrived, Claudia
came out in her robe and slippers to help him walk Frank to the living
room couch where they left him, smelling strongly of whiskey. Claudia
stood next to her husband as they both looked down at their son. “Why
did all this ugliness have to happen to us?” Claudia asked with tear
filled eyes.
Martin took her in his arms. “I don't know Claud,” Martin said quietly and he kissed her on the forehead, “I don't know.”
She
continued with her tears as Martin led her up the stairs to their
bedroom. She took off her robe and slippers and climbed beneath the
covers of their bed and watched as Martin sat on the edge of the bed
removing his clothes. “What's going to happen, Martin?” She asked.
Martin tightened his jaw, “I don’t know,” he said and he climbed in bed beside her and she turned off the bedside lamp.
“Oh Martin,” she said in the dark, “I can’t believe it.”
Martin pulled her close, “Shut your eyes and relax,” he sighed, “We both need our sleep.”
They
lay together in the darkness as they had for thirty-five years,
realizing that the sun would come up very soon as it did every morning
and life would go on.
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